This is how it feels now.

Blankness.
Numbness.
Nothing.


I really feel empty.
I feel lost inside myself.
I feel extremely confused.
I feel so alone.

I don't feel pain.
I feel nothing.


But I feel like I'm slowly giving up...


I can feel there's something in my bones that calls something chummy,
yet so distant.

I feel there's a hole in my chest.


There's somewhere in my heart begging,
"Please. I don't want to go away. I don't want to forget."

I'm haphazard with memories.


Are there any flowers in your garden or is it just me?